#2 Doubt

What color are your mother's eyes?

-My mother's eyes are blue. I rely on direct observation, which makes me sure of my answer.

Whom do you trust?

-I trust people who have never hurt me, and people who have been there for me when I needed them such as my boyfriend and my family members. I rely on intuition for this answer, and for that reason, this answer may change if the circumstances change.

What color is the ocean?

-The ocean appears to be blue in color; however, the color we see is only a reflection of the sky's color. In reality, the ocean is clear. For this answer, I rely on observation and scientific fact. I am certain about this answer because I have witnessed it. Sometimes, a lake that is surrounded by trees appears green.

Is there life after death?

-There is life after death. This answer comes from heresay. It is not a fact, just a mere opinion of my religion. It is definitely uncertain.

Is it always wrong to steal?

-It is always wrong to steal. The word "steal" has a negative connotation. If you are stealing, you are taking away from someone else. Personally, I do not see a way stealing could be right. This comes from intuition.

Is there life on other planets?

-There is not life on planets in our universe, however, there may be on other planets in other universes. This is just a personal opinion, and is quite uncertain.

Doubt #1

The people that have shaped my view of how the world works are my parents. Usually, children will take after their parents in beliefs and customs. Having been born in Israel, I have experienced many things that most American kids haven't. I've seen terrorist attacks and soldiers crowding the streets. I learned pretty early on that the world, sadly, wasn't a nice place. It would be a lot easier if people just accepted each other and worked together instead of being enemies. Life in the U.S. is a lot simpler, but the fact that there was a terrorist attack on the Twin Towers in 2001 shows that that life isn't as distant as we sometimes imagine it being.

6. Inferences about the narrator

"On the Rainy River"

1. The narrator does not see himself as heroic, even 20 years after the Vietnamese War.

"All of us, I suppose, like to believe that in a moral emergency we will behave like the heroes of our youth, bravely and forthrightly, without thought of personal loss or discredit."

2. The narrator was anti-war during the late 60's, and due to that, had an extremely difficult time deciding whether or not he should go to war.

"... I was drafted to fight a war I hated. I was twenty-one years old. Young, yes, and politically naive, but even so the American war in Vietnam seemed to me wrong."

3. The narrator went to war because he feared what his society would think of him if he didn't.

"I was afraid of walking away from my own life, my friends and my family, my whole history, everything that mattered to me. I feared losing the respect of my parents. I feared the law. I feared the ridicule and censure."

"The Ghost Soldiers"

1. The narrator highly respects and appreciates Rat Kiley.

"Thank God for Rat Kiley. Every so often, he trotted back to check me out. Which took courage."

2. After the narrator is no longer doing field work, he misses the fear and adventure, although that was his main concern before he came to war.

"In an odd way, though, there were times when I missed the adventure, even the danger, of the real war out in the boonies... The presence of death and danger has a way of bringing you fully awake. It makes thinks vivid..."

3. The narrator wants to seek revenge on Bobby Jorgenson for not treating him urgently and making him go into shock.

"... think up ways to make Bobby Jorgenson feel exactly what I felt. I wanted to hurt him."

2. Semi-Truths

To an incoming 1102 student who has to read The Things They Carried, I would say to not let the word "truth" even enter your brain until the middle of the book. However, even when you do start thinking about it, don't ponder it. Just accept the truths in the book for what they are: Semi-truths. Some aspects of the book may be real, others may feel completely real, yet aren't. If you focus too much of your attention on what things are true and what things aren't, you will lose sight of what the author is trying to convey. Pay special attention to the emotional-truth hiding between the lines of every story told.

4. Favorites/Least Favorites

My favorite story in the book was probably Sweetheart of the Song Tra Bong mostly due to the fact that it was so... human. It dealt with layers of human emotions starting with longing, then with love, and ending with heartache. Also, it showed a side of the war we hadn't yet investigated: how it thoroughly changed people. In Alpha Company during the war, no one seemed to change so drastically. Maybe they matured and grew up a little, but no one completely changed their way of life and personality.

My least favorite story was The Things They Carried. I understood the message: the things they carried were both literal and emotional. However, the first story of the book is never my favorite because it is usually very confusing, and you are still not quite into the reading process. It was also one of the longer stories in the book, which I felt was unnecessary because it seemed repetitive.

I sympathize with Kiowa the most because he seemed like such an honest, down-to-earth, hardworking person. He always wanted to help when someone was feeling down. He was the one who carried everyone's guilt and sadness. Also, the way he died was far more horrid than any of the other soldiers.

I dislike Azar's character the most. His joking and immature personality never changes throughout the novel. He is quite a flat character. He said some things at inappropriate times, like when O'Brien killed a man and Kiowa was trying to make him calm down.

7. After reading this book..

I can honestly say that this book actually did change my view on "truth." I always expected the truth to mean the obvious. However, this story taught me that the truth doesn't necessarily mean that the events in the book were reality, but that the feeling and emotions drawn in to the stories were real. Even if the story is totally made up, I'm sure that some Vietnam veterans can relate to most of them. Maybe not with the actual events, but with the way the author feels and conveys how other members on his platoon feel. I believe that this is a true war novel due to the fact that the author, Tim O'Brien, really is a veteran, and he infused his memories and feelings into the characters he formed.

Based on a true story

One of my favorite movies that is "based on a true story" is Sybil. The movie is about a girl named Sybil Dorsett who's childhood was horrendous, and therefore has over thirteen different personalities. The fact that it is "based on a true story" makes it more terrifying and definitely makes it more realistic. At the end of the movie, Sybil is cured of her multiple personalities with the help of her psychiatrist. In reality, Sybil had WAY more than thirteen personalities and was never cured. In fact, she moved into the house right next door to her psychiatrist. For me, the words "based on a true story" enhanced the movie experience because it made it sounds like it was the whole truth.

THE HEART IN CONFLICT

New Moon, the second book of the Twilight Saga, is the perfect example of the protagonist's heart in conflict. When Edward leaves Bella for good, she is severely depressed for months and months. Eventually, when she figures that he is never coming back, she starts spending more time with Jacob. They quickly become best friends, but Jacob wants to be more than just friends. Bella's heart is torn in two; she wants to like Jacob, but her heart still belongs and longs for Edward. When Bella notices Alice's (Edward's "sister") car parked outside her house, she thoughtlessly goes running back to save Edward. The author, Stephenie Meyer, depicts Bella's emotions so well that you can truthfully feel the same feelings rushing through your own body. It is quite incredible.

STORY vs. ESSAY

A movie that clearly SHOWS a truth about life was The Notebook. The truth it revealed was that everyone ages, and that true love can last forever. The fact that everyone ages is shown throughout the movie. An old man is reading out of a notebook to an older woman. She clearly thinks this is just a story, but the truth is that the story he is reading to her is the story of their earlier years. True love is shown in the movie due to Noah's taking care of an aging Allie shows his love and devotion. Also, throughout the story of their young lives together, you can feel how much he loves her.

Things Carried

Things I carry with me every day:

1. Cell Phone

2. Keys

3. Credit Card

4. Driver's License

5. Picture of my boyfriend

I think that most of my object are normal things that most people use. I know that many people cannot leave their house without their cell phone. To lock up your house and start your car, you need your keys. To be able to drive a car, you need your license. However, I do carry two things that I believe are unique to me. I have a picture of my boyfriend in my wallet. I keep it there just for good luck and to know he's always around when I miss him. Also, I have a case on my cell phone. Inside that case, I keep a small heart which my boyfriend folded for me out of a 'Now and Later' candy wrapper. When I went to get my battery replaced, the lady took off my cover, found the wrapper heart in there and tried to throw it out. I freaked out and she put it back in there, but this leads me to believe that others might think it is a silly thing of me keep. However, it reminds me of his sweet and caring nature and also reminds me that he's always there with me.